All in Resolution

Giving up something you hate shouldn't be that difficult. After all, you hate it. After you do it, you feel like shit. You are angry, even bitter. You can't believe you did it again. But you did. You went all in, no holding back. You got into a political argument with Mom.

It was Trump's fault. I'd tried a few times, and sometimes it took for a month or so. I'd even promised two spouses that I would do it, had done it, was still doing it, and so on and so forth. I got really good at hiding that I still smoked.